don’t even have the energy to
do not understand my mother - she claims she is so worried about me and wants to do anything she can to help me get better, but she won’t drive me to a doctor’s appointment?
She wants me to just ‘call a cab’ from my house in the city to my appointment down the highway in the suburbs - never mind that she knows i have issues with the phone, both in terms of actually understanding things through the phone, especially with strangers, and with anxiety - and never mind that i have never done this before. Never mind that I know of no cab service that is specifically willing to go this far, let alone how that might work as far as time and money. And getting back after a 45 minute or hour long appointment?
Oh, and just throw all of this at me the day before.
Because you don’t want to drive me.
I am kind of freaking out right now. Do any of my followers know how cabs work?
A plea repeated
Last night, well, my night, I posted this:
Hello tumblr - I assume most of you will get this in the morning, assuming you are from the US. If not, sorry to generalize, but maybe you can still help. See, it’s almost seven AM here, and despite taking sleeping pills 2 hours ago, I am still awake. Because my natural sleep schedule is close to the reverse of “normal.”
But my parents are forcing me to earn money or get another loan I can’t afford. I also am terrified of driving and would not be a safe driver for a number of reasons, even if I could learn in one summer. Oh, and if possible I wouldn’t be using the phone all day because I have social anxiety issues with it.
This being the case, I really need a way to earn some money remotely. If anyone has any suggestions, from mailing letters, to remote data entry, or especially anything to do with writing, creative or otherwise, I’d do it, for pretty cheap. I’m pretty desperate. My parent’s don’t much care if waking up early would cause a mental break down, they want me making money. I’m just trying to make it though the summer.
Any suggestions at all are more than welcome.
And I got one suggestion (thank you!) to check out Chacha, but the parent told me that that is supplemental and I need something for it to be supplemental to. My dad is telling me to apply to jobs that I am in no way qualified or prepared for because at least it will show that “I’m trying.” Positions that require knowledge I don’t have, hours I can’t keep, a live in job helping helping keep an autistic 25yrs old guy I’ve never met company. WAT EVEN.
HALP. I don’t want to apply for these. I can’t get them - because I can’t do them if I get the job.
Anything - sig boosts, suggestions, google searches. I was told that “It would be very nice to see some progress, rather than excuses. I’m not saying what has to be done, but…”
Gah. It’s 11am I’m going to bed.